My current work contract expires this SEP10, I need it to be extended atleast for another month for me to complete my studies, after all that was the reason I was here . I had a realisation- I will have to move on. The job what I do currently - production support of one of the IT_NETWORK system, I love it.
It involves lot of trouble shooting, analysing and the sense of happiness I achieve after I do a Root Cause analysis is enormous,but its time I move on, I will have to pass this on to someone else , I get a feeling of handing over my child to a stranger , the fear of how they would handle the system, the carefulness while giving training , at this point I compare SOFTACT as my baby, I loved taking care of it, I loved defending it and I loved getting the bugs fixed , I just did not want to give anyone a chance to complain about my baby, it needs to be perfect and one more month- I will have to hand over my baby to some one else, its already feeling terrible and I -will be starting over all again.
Too much happening in NOV, its difficult to handle but I need to push myself to just finish them. All are important and all jobs need attention. Just a little more preservance , a little more dedication is needed.
that's a real nice feeling that you've portrayed there durga :) it really feels empty when you have to give up something you held close to your heart to someone else.
ReplyDeletejust as your post said "move on" and all the best for your future:)
Hi CP,
ReplyDeleteWelcome to my blog. thanks for the wishes